Momma

Mom you never really had the luxuries you wanted. You didnt ask for much.
Life let you down didnt it mother.
I wonder did you ever have any happiness in your life.
Mayhaps I should get your tablets from sister and read them for myself.

Soul Bruises

Mind flashes to funeral: Leaves blowing, butterflies all around, such a peaceful feeling; mind flashes on where are you now Momma. Your not here cant feel you here mom. Eyes look to long stem deep red roses, I hope you like the flowers mom,
looking around at the people who attended her funeral. Funny they never visited her while she was alive. So many posted memories of you mom on that grave blog sad how they never came around to tell you how much you meant to them while they had the chance.

Shut the Door

Mind memories flashes of reels : Song Spirit in the Sky

Mom sitting smoking druming fingernails on table drinking coffee reading some paperback ...

ears open to the popping sound in her throat as she inhales deeply and slowly lets out the smoke ...flashing to future dying of cancer Mom are u scared : Yes ........

Present Mom I am sorry I failed you so miserably . I miss you terribly.

Jackie rocks the house

I love reading her and have been for several years she is good reallllllllll good